i honestly cant sleep, why? maybe i had a nap before.

lol

xD

i miss blogging.
i miss alot of fun stuff.

xD

see that pic of there of me and c?
yea i like it too. we went emirates states day. and afterwards we went to the beach and park and took heaps of photos. :) i love doing random stuff with christina. hehe she makes me smile.

LOL

ive also just been working alot.

thinking positive

despite the whole situation that my dad is on bail til the 14th court hearing cos my parents had a fight and things got outter hand...
suddenly all the abusive childhood memories flashbacked to me the more i think bout the whole situation.

yeh.
so stressful because to be honest, everyone sees what a happy [erson i am from the outside.. but really im unsure ofmy emotions.

i feel sad...

but

i feel so happy

..

i just wanna be happy and positive.

its hard though.

I tell myself everyday

that i will be a rolemodel

for all my friends out there.

and show them what a strong person i am.
:D

im positive. and i will be okay. right?

xD

hehe

im becoming a happy and funfilled person again.

if u read my very first blog post, thatts the person who i wanna return to