havent blgoged for a while.

hahhahahs...

been 5 days since i lived with Minh .

things got to my head this mroning and i started crying.

it startd off with Us both sleeping in til 2 PM,

i dont know why but i got grumpy...
maybe cos i really wished and hoped i had that chance of finding a palce and i was scared that i wont ....
and i was also upset cos i couldnt see christina cos it was too late to meet up with her as well cos it was already 3PM , and not enough time to spend with her..
i felt like i couldnt do anything right...

and i felt frusterated cos i didnt know what to do.......patience was playing up on me..then minh didnt know what i was exactly thinking cos i couldnt expess myself..and i felt so frusterated cos he thought i was grumpier rather than upset.. i started crying heaps...n he didn really notice til i was in bed n cried my eyes out ..

i felt really alone. .. he asked me "whats wrong' and i said 'everything".

he didnt know what 'everything ' meant.

and i just wanted to scream in his face that "obviously im upset cos i cant find a place, homeless, and dunno what to do with life"

:/

but i just wanted to hug him n cry...