whats GOING onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
after reading Davids blog post , I've made up my mind .
I have to let David goo..
Hes saying things to me on msn atm like:

'-.David.T.-' 17/5/2010 till 17/12/2010 says:
i'm not even puttin enough efforrt to see u
i'm always doin my own thing]
whenever u need sum1 i'm not there
i should seeing you and only you
should be*
i'm really a fool...
tanya...
i'm gonna be selfish.
i want to be with you more then anything
i'm ready to move on
i'm not*
so tanya... am i still good enough forr you?


but ... i dont know how to respond ..
if he was really sincere then shouldnt he at least try call me or say something to me ?
if he likes another girl then fine...
y is there alwways another girl?
guess im not that good enuffff.
dw i am actually not that sad as he thinks i am..
:S
im fine..
cos i sstill have feelings for my ex :/
im the one unfaithful to David.
ive been seeing both..
i didnt know who to give time to...
im the person in wrongdoing ..
just dont wanna tell n hurt him
cos I also did Love him ..
but not enough.
so im just gonna let him free..
i know he can live without me..
he deserves so much more.