Wake me up when September ends.

I havent blogged for a really long time.
There are lots of things I havent mentioned about my life that's new.
General points.

-Ive been learning the guitar for a few months now
-Ive been drinking almost every week...
-Im going to start seeing a real psychologist in a few weeks (had a mental health check today for it by a doctor :S)
-I ran away from home a couple of times in August.
-Me and Johnnie are having a fake relationship to fool Chau
-I got a tattoo (tramp stamp).
- Im getting a husky tomorrow.

I dont know if Ive missed out on anything. But yeah.

Theres alot of things bottled inside of me .
A Lot of thoughts.
A Lot of mixed emotions and feelings.

I like this guy.... I do...
No matter how hard I try to deny it, he pops up in my head.
But I'm not ready for a relationship at all.
I don't know how he feels about me.
And I'm scared I will hurt a lot of people ...
I don't know if I should do something..so I won't.

I didn't do much today, I went to school..had lunch with Thuy a Nandos. and the counsellor took me to see the GP for that mental health check for a psychologist.. Meh..
the doctor wrote down on the sheet that I was 'depressed'....
it was an awkward appointment..
I went back to school..
yeah..
went home..
slept..
I'm really relieved its a Friday tomorrow...
Omg, yesterday Thuy took me shopping.. I saw these killer boots..
its really nice.. I WANT THOSE BOOTS. i hope i get them this weekend...
this weekend, im going out w/ people to Docklands to eat.



xo tanya