Really wanna know my thoughts at the moment?

I don't know how I feel ! little things are on my mind at the moment.
Grrrrr.
I cant be bothered. <-- that one line describes it all at the moment.
My thoughts are doing my head in !!!
And everything else around me!!!
I'm tryna chill and make everyone happy. but why the hell is it always so hard. One person is inevitably hurt!
I don't know what I want.