Feelings.

when the door closed behind her..she had an image of him in her head , behind those close doors.she imagined what his face expression would be like once he closed those doors......She walked off..fast....and her heart beat faster and faster... and she was breathless...she was trying to keep it in...
and started running.. she didnt even know where she was running..but she didnt run far..
then she bursted into tears....like although it was the first Time She Had Ever Cried... she was no longer confused for that moment...She knew what she wanted.. She was rather more Hurt than confused Now....She wanted what she wanted so bad... It felt like the pain was never going to end..She just wanted it to end..Her knees trembled and she just wanted to sit down.. on the floor.
Then her phone rang, she thought it was Him.. But it was somebody else.... Why is it always someone else when she only wanted Him..? She picked up the phone and was still crying..
That Night at midnight, she went to see someone that she hadn't seen for a long time.. He helped her so much, and she wants to thank him.
That Night... so many people told her she was stupid for doing what she was doing...
that night... it was hard.
But she decided to stick to what she wanted to stick to...Even if it meant getting hurt...