It's very traumatising.
Having to let go, is very traumatising. especially when you're the only one who's been trying to hold on all this time...sacrifice.......then no-one can help you move on except yourself. and you wait and wait.... and you get turned down. Like the one thing you love the most ...plays around with your head..plays around with your heart.
It's so traumatising.
No matter how hard I try to smile, theres always a lump in my neck.
When I'm alone at home- thats when I start thinking a lot.. because noones there to distract me.
Its traumatising. All these memories cannot be erased.
I can't help but to feel and express these feelings.
I made a promise to myself.
I told Lindah A few years back "I'll never love again. ever"
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