A long day... A long blog.

A long hot sunny day makes me A BORING PERSON....i think this blog shall be somewhat boring and negative >=( I'm going to set numerous things straight here. so READ THE HELL UP. I mean...down..READ DOWN. read the hell down.

i don't feel happy today. :(
i am annoyed - the weather made me so grumpy. >=[
i finished off my literature sac in the morning and had a maths sac afterschool =/
i think i did okay :)
i watched my parents throw things at each other . ==
i ran inside my room cos i was scared & texted Joseph and Minh T.T
i panicked when my mum threatened to move out and take Ariel with her -.-'
i thought she was going to leave... but she didn't :D
i had to clean up the broken dishes and furniture when the fight was over D:
i spent my whole afternoon watching TV until now :S
i cried watching the biggest loser. :O
i ate maccas for lunch and some asian soup dish for dinner :]~
i confused myself when i called my boyfriend gay. o.O
i then confused myself even more when i realised i was talking to myself. >_>
i walked into the wall before :'[
i need someone to poke :B
i feel extremely drained, annoyed, frustrated, uncomfortable, angry . x.x

mmm yeah okay, so i had a dream about enterscores...well new name is Atar scores now... and i dreamt i scored 57%. I CRIED WHEN I WOKE UP. 57%. no way. i would prefer 75%. i am SO nervous. i just realised that its only gonnabe a few months until we all get our results. i can predict now that MY HEART IS GOING TO BEAT SO FAST once i find out. just PLEASE let me in my course!

far out. now i'm all grumpy because i just realised i'm getting an allergic rash reaction to my seafood soup :(. its so itchy.

alright, so i'm going to settle a few things straight from here okay?

Firstly, just because i'm short, DOESNT MEAN I'M SOME SORT OF SHOULDER LEANING OBJECT TO LEAN ON. and shut the fuck up. "HEY TANYA YOU LOOK COMPRESSED just because you're short :L " well HEY DICKHEAD, YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'VE GOT A DICK ON YOUR HEAD AND YOUR LAUGHS are NOT EVEN FUCKING FUNNY. YOUR JOKE WASN;T FUNNY EITHER. HA HA HA . DICKHEAD. there's like a thousand and a billion shorties out there. UR GF IS PROBABLY A SHORTIE. SO SHUT UR FACE. FUCKER. you think ure so close to me, but ure not.

SECONDLY, I've got PMS SO STFU. YOU DON'T EVER PISS A GIRL OFF WHEN SHE HAS PMS. actually, you dont piss a girl off EVER.

THIRDLY, i KNOW what people do behind my back. so watch YOUR back. alright? watch. your . back. KARMA IS ALREADY COMING BACK AT YOU.


I never talk about my boyfriend........ ey? and lately, people have been wondering whether I have a boyfriend or not.
Yeah, I've got a freaken boyfriend so what? why do people freaken RUNAWAY when i say i have a boyfriend? ESPECIALLY my GUY FRIENDS. it's mean. IT'S MEAN. FRIENDS are not supposed to ABANDON ME, no matter what. but whenever they find out i have a boyfriend, it's like i did something wrong. people think just because i have a boyfriend, he's EVERYTHING.
"why don't you go and talk to your boyfriend?". seriously, can you be more stupid? a boyfriend and a FRIEND is different. i'm not that sort of girl who abandons my friends for my boyfriend ALRIGHT? SO STOP IT. F&*(&%$^ STOP IT. STOP DOING THIS TO ME. what the hell's wrong with having a f^&((%$ boyfriend? i especially it don't like it when people say SHIT bout my boyfriend kay, so SHUT YOUR mouth.in fact, SHUT YOUR FACE. i'm really defensive bout him. i'd rather be the one getting bs said behind my back rather than him (kay i'm getting ragey here). yeh, HAPPY 31ST month ANNIversary HAHAHA!



life is really depressing at the moment. my schools having this cyberbullying presentation/forum thing for real. i'm going to go to it because huy's been giving me a hard time and i've got a low self esteem now. i've come to conclusion that i should do something about being cyberbullied. he made me cry...for every blog that he's called me an asshole for, it hurts. like, how can i be compared to an 'asshole'? ew. so i have officially decided to go and express my feelings at the conference. i think its meaningless, i just want to give up on everything...eversince he physically abused me and pushed me. and he stole my phone... it was like taking candy off a kid(unforgivable). i dont think people realise how serious it is! actually, i don't think i'm going to blog anymore unless Huy gives me an apology (a) GOODBYE LIFE.


even though i'm pissy today,
i still love you people.
love y'all,
tanya tran.
just one x and one o today kay?

xo

p.s everything in the post is true... except for maybe the last paragraph.... LOL BUT I STILL WANT AN APOLOGY (A)